Of course! I already have a name in mind... In fact I'm calling her using the name already! I have the feeling that she likes it! She will be named”_ _ _ _ Aryan". Aryan is a historic word used in almost 5000 years back. In Arabic it means an utmost strength. In Hindu it refers to a race, a white skin ruling, during the Indus Civilization. I'm thinking of naming her Iris Aryan or Nurul Aryan or Irdina Aryan..... I do not know which one is the best! Pick me one please! I can't help it feeling so excited! It is just a great feeling to become a mommy! I'm so happy that finally I get to have my own real one you know?? Well I can't really express like this outside because I have to consider a lot of rules and superstitions...do not feel this...do not do that...plus, my sister is also wishing to have a baby. She just got miscarriage. I do not want to make her feel bad.
However, being pregnant making me wonder why god makes us so different in many many ways... I'm thinking sometimes why, there are people who are really happy for others and there are people who just can't be happy for his or herself and there are people who just don't feel happy to see someone happy... Just like how I really like babies...and I can see how badly my sister want a baby too... and I know someone who don't want a baby at all. She hates baby.
But whatever it is, I know there must be a perfect name for my lovely mini me. I hope she will have the strength like me. A quiet and soft one outside, but very strong inside.AHAKS!
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