Wednesday, October 21, 2009

The Origin of The Sins - LOVE



I have these strange feelings of how some people just love to love. And I wonder how some people just can't love.

"Love is just a word"- Mr. Stoned or maybe my father. “Birthday is just another day of life…”…my father

When we use the word love to describe something, or to express something or perhaps just making a remark, I wonder what are we really having at the back of our mind!! Are we really using the word by choosing the word as to when we say it and why we say it?? I love this! I love that! I LOVE you… My man always said he loves me every day, and I feel good about it. It is indeed a great endurance for me…But sometimes, I’m asking myself this happiness I have felt in me, is it because of the word he said or is it because I just want to hear the word? LOVE.

Love is the first religion. Without it you can’t begin anything”- Mr. Moses.
I was only maybe 10 to 12 years old when I first learned these words from Mr. Moses. At that time the word seems zero to me. But after years of growing in LOVE, I remember these words by Mr. Moses clearly. The words kinda' fit my definition for Love somehow..

A pious one would describe that love is only for God. So is it sinful to love others, other than loving your God?

There’s a girl in my office that I considered very naive. She is younger than me. She's brought up in a very “proper” Muslim family. We all like her (so so) at the beginning… She shared with us that she never have boyfriend because the parents never allow her to have any relationship without their consent. Let us think why? Is it because the parents LOVE her too much?? So to make the story short, this innocent girl has fallen in LOVE… not with the parents of course, but guess what?!! She is in LOVE with my so called MR BALL HEAD BOSS!! (OF COZ A MARRIED MAN) At first, I couldn’t believe that this is really happening behind my eyes. But after a few witnessing of incidents, I guess they must have fallen for something that people usually refer to it as LOVE…. When I share this with my colleagues, they use one word to describe it, that “LOVE is blind…” NO!! I simply disagree with that. Love is not blind. It is the desire that is blind. When you cannot control your desires or your lust that is the origin of the sins. The worst part that I could not understand is, this MR BALL HEAD is not really with the character of a BOSS material…He is just not. He is the kind that uses material words to become a boss. This is another sin I’m talking about.

But guess what?? It all come down to one origin, that is Lust, Desires…Greediness and having too much LUV in this material world….

There’s a danger in love with somebody to much…When you know it’s your heart you can’ trust…” – A song I can sing but I don’t remember the title.
















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