I don't know how to begin this...It has been a very long time since I'v been posting on my lonely blog. Life has never been quite the same of course. Except that my working station have been moved to a smaller cubicle. So good girls don't seat at the corner huh?? Ahhh screww what the books said... Life is always much better when you don't rely too much on the 101s... Hmmm... what to say... well to begin with, I really have nothing much to brag about. I drink twice as much coffee as before and with that means double the toxic in my vowel. I'm still in the same office with the same people....well, actually there is this new person came in and she is like way to loud and superly self centered and I'm totally not that kind. I'm a nope I'd rather whisper and sit at the corner... typing this alone at the corner with a cup of coffee next me. That's me if I would describe myself in a self portrait. I wish I could have that sense of you know standing firmly and with my songket and strike a post with the sanggul on my head! Well hello!! What do you think of yourself Nur Marlisa Zakaria?? A Sultanah? Nope. I'm thinking more of like Tun Teja. I mean that is worth the dreaming u know? Ahh Classic... I love Classic and vintage wear... And yeah I'm a swifter... Sparks fly...(Taylor Swift in case there's a reader) Can you hear my heartbeat?? Please don't stay so close to me.... huuh... JJAMZ... Gosh I love JJAMZ! They're just so so... high!!! Ok back to reality... woops they goes gravity!!See? Is just so hard to pin me down. I too can be cool u know... laugh all day... nothing to worry.... Chillaxx!!
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Get that ass of me now!!! I mean to those people who like to sit and laugh at almost everything in their life! OMG they are just annoying!
OK lets be awake. So here it is my life passing by... and the most fascinating things that I could mention for now is always about the 2 Angels of Mine. They are Iris Aryan and Zehra Medina. Although sometimes they could really get to my nerve but its never that... really... watching how they greeted me at the front door every time when I reached home... and they were dancing when they see me!! Aahh I'll miss those times sooner than I can ever imagine. But It was never enough though? This happiness that I'm so use with... Nothing lass forever. Keep telling myself that. Even this blog. How irony could that be?
So today I had two meetings. One that I lead, so called... But always, there's this person I'm talking about earlier who would just love to take charge.. Taking charge of everything. Well it looks annoying to me. But who cares anyway. To me it just shows how desperate you are in taking charge. Trying so hard. No...nnahh I'm not like that. Sick and tired with this kinda of game.
All I have now is my wisdom and knowledge and my hunger for knowledge. Like JJAMZ song called It's never enough... and for that I'm willing to sacrifice everything. Insya Allah. I'm guided. That's all I know. That is all I have.
